News & Views

The February residential was a significant turning point for me not only on my DNA year, but also in my journey with God. In all honesty I was expecting God to do a lot at this residential; partly due to the hype that people had given it and partly because I knew that God had significant work to do in me, through words from other people.

Whilst there, I went through a number of emotions, from doubt to assurance, from fear to faith, from mistrust to trust in God. With all this stirring and my expectations being high I was a bit disappointed that I wasn't 'feeling' God hardly at all. I didn't feel as though i could connect with Him. However, I believe through having an open heart towards God and relying on His timing rather than my own, He did his stuff.

What I mean by this is where i once struggled with intense worry and constant condemnation, and I often couldn't have a conversation without being so introvert and inward looking. God changed my life. So, whilst 'stuff' still comes up, I can deal with it without getting distracted all the time. As a result my life has been transformed! I am now present in conversation, rather than drifting off to worry; this has improved my friendships, and relationships with people in general. It has also made me realise that God isn't just a feeling, He is a constant who always Loves us, who always cares, and will never leave nor forsake us, ever!

There was also plenty of fun to be had with the other trainees and the DNA team whilst we were there! Moreover, everyone was so supportive, and very loving for which I thankyou!

So what has God done for me and was it worth it? YES it was!!! He's allowed me to live life, to be who He made me to be and man oh man do i feel so much joy! Thankyou God!